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南野 秀一, Minamino Shūichi / 蔵くら馬ま Kurama ([personal profile] sinningtree) wrote in [community profile] genkaitemple2024-03-08 01:20 pm

Kurahi Catch-All: Unspoken Thing

Unspoken Thing
The hardest thing about life is
when the person who gave you the most memories
becomes a memory.
how odd it is to be
haunted
by someone that is still alive
Date
01/27/24 Injured: ⋙ Dark Tournament
01/29/24 Insomnia: ⋙ Dark Tournament
02/11/24 Intimate Bathing: ⋙ Post Series
02/25/24 Loss: ⋙ Post Series
03/04/24 Unspoken Thing: ⋙ Resurrection [completed]
03/19/24 Defrosting: ⋙ Post Series
04/17/24 Garden: ⋙ Resurrection [completed]
06/03/24 Kurama's Return: ⋙ Resurrection [completed]
08/06/24 Picnic: ⋙ Post Series
08/22/24 Domestic Fluff: ⋙ Post Series
09/20/24 Sickness*: ⋙ Resurrection
Chronologically
01/27/24 Injured: ⋙ Dark Tournament
01/29/24 Insomnia: ⋙ Dark Tournament
02/11/24 Intimate Bathing: ⋙ Post Series
02/25/24 Loss: ⋙ Post Series
08/06/24 Picnic: ⋙ Post Series
03/19/24 Defrosting: ⋙ Post Series
08/22/24 Domestic Fluff: ⋙ Post Series
03/04/24 Unspoken Thing: ⋙ Resurrection [completed]
04/17/24 Garden: ⋙ Resurrection [completed]
06/03/24 Kurama's Return: ⋙ Resurrection [completed]
09/20/24 Sickness*: ⋙ Resurrection
Pending
MM/DD/YY Kissing Scars: ⋙ Timeline
MM/DD/YY Eating Together: ⋙ Timeline
MM/DD/YY Swear To Me: ⋙ Timeline
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-27 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)

The loss of his human form’s more available expressions is one he feels keenly. As much as Hiei sometimes prefers the silver yoko in this form, he is also keenly aware that he should watch his step, now. That Kurama here is not as forgiving as his human form, and damn near impossible to read on top of it.

He wouldn’t dare to use the Jagan in either form to know, either.

Hiei watches Kurama warily, ready to dart or grab his sword if need be. Still he’s unsure as to what the motivation is here, though he does have the gall within him to growl lowly as Kurama speaks.

No, it isn’t what he truly wants, but what he thinks is better to protect himself. Kurama surely knows this, as he’d pointed out before, but as it stands now Hiei refuses to budge from the hill he has apparently elected to die on here.

“Y-“ Hiei finally gathers himself to respond, teeth bared in what had probably been an emphatic, untrue confirmation that this was what he wanted, when a little voice pipes up behind him.

Uncle Hiei?’ The fire apparition deflates near immediately, turning to find Hina as the brave one who chose to actually investigate what was going on. Even Hiei can’t pretend to be annoyed as she shuffles closer at his acknowledgement, energy settling as she attaches herself shyly behind her Uncle’s leg, curious about the “new” person in front of her.

Who’s that?’ Hiei sighs, unable to maintain any kind of aggression with her there, a hand reaching gently for her shoulder.

“Kurama. It’s fine-” Hiei pauses, then, listening to the small sounds he hears behind them. “Are you all out here?”

Well we knew you were here-

Hiei sighs, resisting the urge to curse even though it’s a fair point.
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[personal profile] 4tails 2024-03-27 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
The demon form was an effective mask in times like these, not that he typically needed it - when he went into a situation prepared to shield himself, he could do so with little effort, even as Shuichi. This war of wills was far more dangerous than any straightforward battle though, he wasn't the one that wanted to shut the other out. Not consciously, at least.

Kurama's gaze shifts with the growl, expression remaining as neutral as ever before the slightest flicker of a reaction almost starts across his features - quickly enough turned to surprise at the sound of a completely different voice interrupting them.

Golden eyes lower to Hina with the same automatic smile typically reserved for the children - even if it might be a hair tense - as if to support her Uncle’s response concerning his identity. If anything, the presence of the children that so calm the fire apparition only set him more on edge.

The fox can't help the short laugh that escapes him with her response though. It was true enough, and something about the two of them being caught unawares by a pack of children was a little too much for him at the moment. In the flurry of activity that follows with the rest of the children surfacing, Kurama debates making a quick exit.

“I suggest you consider your answer more carefully next time, Hiei.” He knew exactly what the fire demon was about to do before being interrupted, despite being warned not to lie to him. In this form especially, Kurama was aware of every little tell that he gave off. ”I'd hate for you to make a decision that you come to regret.”
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-27 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)

Hiei will be thankful, later, that the children had managed to sneak up on them. At the very least they managed to send in the youngest sibling fast enough that they didn't hear very much of the tense conversation between them, but it was enough that their energy spiked where Yukina could feel it, Hiei supposed. Bad enough that the ice apparition meets him with a steely expression as he returns the children to their part of the compound, ushering the fire apparition away from the children to speak with her.

... Kurama will no doubt hear the kids talking about how mad their mother was, and the fact that they'd had a brother and sister discussion that the children were not allowed to be privvy to. At the very least the rest of his impromptu visit passes without incident, but it is because they are actively avoiding one another's presence. When they had to be in the same room, Hiei kept his attention on the kids and Yukina, leaving the tenuous subject of their relationship where they had kept it when they last spoke.

Hiei returns, again unannounced, energy suppressed, a few weeks later. He slips in quietly and quickly, though not without some marker that he has arrived - a pungent waft of blood and some spatter on the wooden walkway outside of Hiei's door mark his arrival. He doesn't even spare the focus to fully close the door, his attention wrapped up in getting at least a passing dressing on the injury until Yukina returned. Kurama is there of course, he can smell him in the area, but the fire demon's pride prevents him from going to find him for assistance.

The fox will find Hiei with wrapping in his teeth, some poultice of unknown origin slathered as best he could on a large, rather wide injury that stretches over his shoulder. At the moment he is attempting to make a sling to keep his arm from moving and re-opening the injury with movement.

.. He's a bit clumsy one-handed, but he may eventually get it done.
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-27 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)

Red eyes flicker over for only a moment to check who is approaching, confirming more than suspicion. He is far more focused on getting the injury at least stabilized to start pissing and whining about the fox's presence in his space or to pick another fight. For the moment, anyway, he is more focused on keeping tension on the bandage he is attempting to sling over his shoulder one-handed as a makeshift sling to immobilize his arm. At least until Yukina (or Kurama, if he'd like to) can take a look at it.

There is only so much he can see with how the injury falls.

After a moment he seems to understand that Kurama may want a prompting of some kind, doing his best to talk out of one side of his mouth. "I'm trying to sling it until Yukina can heal me."

He won't assume that Kurama would like to be put to the task, of course, content enough to nap or distract himself otherwise until his sister returns from her errands.
jaganshi: (now i'm losing it all)

[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 12:15 am (UTC)(link)

"- Kurama -" The fire demon begins to do something akin to talking Kurama down from swooping in to help, but the bandage is out of his hand so quickly he opts to let it go. After all, he hadn't specifically asked for further assistance, and if Kurama wanted to give it, it meant relief a bit quicker than waiting for Yukina. It also risked less blood on the floor and less chance of shocking the kids when they all trundled back to the temple. "It wouldn't be the first time I've waited."

And for long periods, too, while the fox spirit had been dead. Or in limbo, though Hiei doesn't know that detail just yet.

Red eyes turn down as Kurama fusses, left unsure how to behave with the fox's focus so singled in on him at the moment. It.. leaves him feeling warm in that pleasant, cared-for way.. at least until his eyes alight on that stone. Suddenly there is a cold pit in his stomach, the realization that Kurama had that stone, had maybe always had it through everything before.. It takes the wind out of him, and for a moment Kurama's words are lost in the flurry of thoughts and sudden cold stone in his belly.

The realization that he's being spoken to suddenly sinks in, but the fire demon sounds distracted. "It's.. I don't know. I got it in Demon World."
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 01:10 am (UTC)(link)

"I know.." He knows that Kurama is capable of helping, but at the same time... why? That's also an easy question if he considers the details, considering that Kurama had already said he piece so far as to why he had come back. He lets Kurama finish up with what he wants to do for his shoulder, feeling numbed but not in the way that would be advantageous when it comes to think kind of injury.

Yes, he would heal up physically in a matter of hours, but the idea of being so exposed as Kurama having the only hirui he has ever made, to his knowledge, now hanging around his neck...

It's worse than any other potentially embarrassing first experience that Kurama had been with him to fumble through. He wouldn't be able to explain why if he tried, but suddenly Hiei very much regrets showing up here when Yukina's energy was not around very much. His response to Kurama is probably not very encouraging, not with the few moments it takes him to, again, realize he's being spoken to, too busy being caught up in his own head about the stone around his neck.

"I'm fine." A lying liar through and through it would seem.

"You -" You have it, he means to say, but then stops, shaking his head. "Nevermind."
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 02:03 am (UTC)(link)

Don’t worry Kurama - he wouldn’t be moving. He's too busy being frozen to the spot trying to think of what the hell to do with himself, with this new development. All at once he has to wonder how long Kurama has had that stone - and who the hell gave it to him.

There are two options he is willing to bet on, one of which was his leaning.. but that is something to note for later. A suspicion that he could confirm another day, another time.

Hiei notices when Kurama freezes, rising up from his seated position a little as if he’s expecting someone unexpected to have arrived. No one is there, and it doesn’t take long for Hiei to connect the dots once he notices the fox’s expression.

“… you’ve had that the entire time, haven’t you?” He doesn’t know how he feels, now, knowing this. That Kurama had every bit of evidence of how deeply he felt his loss from the start. Enough that Hiei, a demon who did not cry, had left an extremely rare and valuable trinket for a dead man.
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 02:42 am (UTC)(link)

Hiei had thought, perhaps foolishly, that no one who knew the value of that stone would be going by Kurama’s head stone enough to notice it or even take it for safe keeping. A stupid thought, apparently, even when he’d been careful to wait a few years. He’d thought it would mean a faded memory for a human lifespan, a piece of stone for someone whose name hadn’t been his true one in the first place.

And now here he was, wearing it, but also mentioning if he wanted it back. Hiei blinks, then, but he already knows the answer. Hirui are meant to stay with the ones they were made for. Only in his own odd case had Hiei’s ended up and stayed with Mukuro, Yukina’s becoming his by her refusal to take it back.

“No. I don’t want it.” If he had wanted to keep it he wouldn’t have left it at his headstone, he thinks.

“They should stay with who they’re made for, anyway.”
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 03:22 am (UTC)(link)

Hiei sits alone in the silence Kurama has left behind for a long moment. Every bit of this he has made himself, he is aware, his bed to lie in. But knowing now that Kurama has held that single, precious hirui the entire time had thrown Hiei off kilter badly.

Perhaps for the better in the end, but in the moment the fire demon almost curses himself for leaving it in the first place. To be fair, he had never expected Kurama to return in the end. To have another chance to blow it so spectacularly.

Unsure if Kurama has left him for just a moment or considered this part of his day complete and left him to wait, Hiei grabs the elbow of his injured arm to hold it at just the right angle, sighing at even the slight relief of the pain and tension on the wound that motion gives.

For a moment he’s almost surprised as he hears Kurama’s footsteps coming back, eyes closed in focus as he very literally attempts to hold himself together.

Talking about he practicalities on his injury is easier than trying to inquire further about the stone, and Hiei jumps at the chance.

“Mn. Do what you need to.” It’s an easy enough agreement to make. How many times now has Kurama patched him up?
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)

Hiei sits through Kurama’s care of his injury as quiet as ever. Of every injury he had sustained over his life this was far from the worst, and so it is easy to close his eyes and simply allow Kurama to show and tell him how he needed to move to help him in what he’s doing. After the Jagan implant all of it just seems like a dull throb, and Kurama is as careful as he’s always been.

The fire apparition’s miscalculation lies in something simple - shutting his eyes. Here, at Genkai’s place where he knows they are guarded, where Yukina will eventually return and Kurama’s energy and scent can surround him, Hiei finds himself nodding off rather easily.

As well versed in cat napping as he is, Hiei doesn’t necessarily need something or someone to rest against in order to nap, and at first manages to maintain his upright position with his best effort.

It isn’t until Kurama is attempting to wrangle Hiei in to a proper sling that his upright position fails, the fire demon’s solid weight rocking forward to rest against the fox’s shoulder. He doesn’t start awake again, quietly and solidly asleep against his former partner as if nothing had ever happened between them.

.. He did, after all, have quite the habit of sleeping on Kurama in the past.
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-28 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)

Comfort isn't usually Hiei's primary concern when it came to sleep - and particularly not now. Since Kurama's passing, he's slept little more than periodic cat naps throughout his days - some longer than others, and some simply to pass the time when he had nothing to currently occupy him. It had become apparent very quickly that Kurama's presence, and activities with the other demon, had taken up much more of his time than Hiei truly understood. Sleep, for a little while, became his way to deal with missing him.

But it was never true sleep, always fitful and filled with dreams he would call 'nightmares' if only because they usually involved the redhead, only to wake up without his familiar presence in the world at all. It would seem pitiful to mention, so of course Hiei had avoided it, only stopping the practice when Mukuro happened to mention that she had noticed the frequency of his napping since he'd returned nearly exclusively to demon world. It was her way of expressing concern, of course, but to Hiei is had been a signal to change.

Settled against Kurama as he is, Hiei sleeps deeply again. It will take a few hours before this little 'nap' comes to an end, and when he wakes it takes him a moment to truly come to in the stricter sense of things. He sits up slowly, blinking and attempting to rouse his mind from a true and deep sleep for a few minutes before getting up. His shoulder is mostly healed, that much he can feel, but above all, he's now hungry.

Still rubbing at his eyes Hiei appears in the main living area of the temple, immediately soliciting shouts of excitement from the children and sending Hiei grimacing.

'You slept for so long!' Hiei huffs a chuckle, jokingly asking as if he doesn't know that Yukina would absolutely save him a meal:

"Did you leave any dinner for me or eat it all?"
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-29 01:20 am (UTC)(link)

A combination of wound healing and his terrible sleeping habits, to be sure. To Kurama's credit, there may even be a bit of an indent of a pillow crease in the fire demon's cheek still slowly going away as time passes. They may have to become cautious of just how much time they spend close to one another for a little while, at least, lest Hiei become the constantly napping uncle instead of the always awake uncle fairly quickly.

The sudden flurry of children talking over one another, crowding in as Hiei takes a seat both to ask if he was alright and tell him about all of their errands. For once it isn't wholly by choice that he doesn't respond to Kurama as Yukina surreptitiously disappears to warm Hiei's plate again as well as give them all a little space.

"I don't even remember falling asleep..." Hiei says it with a bit of shyness edging in to his tone, an immediate mistake in front of his nieces and nephews. Kazuma Jr immediately pipes up, the intonation and cadence of how he speaks immediately reminiscent of both his father and his honorary Uncle by the name of Urameshi.

'You were dead asleep on his shoulder when we got back-' Hiei immediately turns with a raised brow to his nephew, challenging him to continue on this path if he wants to.

"Remember that we'll be training, since I'm here, before you decide how to continue, Kazuma."
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-03-29 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)

Hiei, for once, doesn't find a moment to blame the redhead for much of anything. It had been Hiei who had fallen asleep in the first place - and he knows Yukina and Kurama too well to think that they would attempt something like waking him after an injury. So far as allowing him to sleep on his shoulder where he'd fallen asleep... well. There's no use in protesting now that it's already done and over with, is there? Beyond that, he had needed sleep enough to fall out like that, both for his healing and lacking the ability to sleep enough to upkeep both the Jagan and the Dragon as he had been.

Kazuma, ever undisturbed by his Uncle's vague threat of harder training, seems to only smile harder. A born shit-stirrer, it would seem, though it doesn't really amuse either of his demon elders currently seated in the room. It doesn't stop him, though, of course beginning to snicker.

'That's all I have to do for you to go a little harder on me? I should-' Yukina re-enters the scene with a tray of food for her brother and a silent, admonishing stare for her son that is all that's really needed to shut him up. Hiei has never had to be an 'enforcer' sort of presence for the children, if only because Yukina is so efficient at expressing her annoyance even without words. She sets a tray of food in front of Hiei gently, taking his glance of thanks with a sedate smile.

'I want to check your shoulder, once you're done.' Hiei nods his agreement easily enough, already digging into his rice with the fire demon's typical abandon.

"It's mostly healed.. Kurama's medicine is more potent than what I had on hand."

Is that.. a compliment, even?
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[personal profile] jaganshi 2024-04-01 01:06 am (UTC)(link)

The conversation between them had been quiet, simple, really. There hadn't been very much for her to look over or finish up healing, but it had been a convenient excuse for them to have some time alone. Time alone in which she reminded him, lowly, to give Kurama a chance. To not throw up his defenses so quickly with Kurama, for the sake of reaching some peace between them. As much as Yukina too held some small bit of her own feelings about how Kurama had chosen.. she wanted their happiness. Together or apart.

For how many years now had they been each other's only moment of peace in the storm since their partners had died in short succession of one another? Even if Hiei simply quietly listens more than he says very much, she at least makes the point to ask that he employ some patience. Some kindness, even if he felt some way or another about how things had happened.

Hiei's shoulder is unwrapped when Kurama surfaces again, the new skin shiny and pink as it finishes healing, a simple snack in hand that Yukina had left for him as extra fuel for his healing. More than likely she had picked up this particular natto rice ball with Hiei specifically in mind, hoping he may stop by in time to eat it.

Twin senses, and all.

"Mn." Hiei grunts his agreement through a mouth full of said rice ball, already eager to eat it so soon after he'd shoveled down dinner. Of course, there is no way of knowing how a conversation may go between them... but at least this visit had been largely easier to cope with.

"I've been told I'm expected to stay here for a few days so that she can make sure it's healed." Hiei does his best to make it seem as though she is putting him out with this request, of course, even as he keeps polishing off the kindly offered snack.

"It's healed now, but she'll complain if I'm up early and even training tomorrow.."

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